4 days at home ("english" version)

4 days at home. Visiting my whole familly.  Inner conflict. I love my familly. It´s completly diffrent from the thing I got used to live in Paris. If there was only one thing to be proud of in Slovakia, it would be surely ma familly. Our values. Our faith, Our mentality. Yesterday night was awesome. All the familly together, singing the „churchy“ christmas songs. Accompaigned by the basic musical Instruments like triangel or litle drums.. Unity.

Smoking. I think I have never smoked more than theese three days. The time I spent with my  cusin was extraordinary. Sudenly, we have so many subjects to discuss. We were never as close as this weekend. Smoking slovak cigatets and chating about life..

No arguments with mum. Distance heals. Really. I hope it will last.

In slovak slow train, passing thouht every little village. Feeling not really confortabe. I´m not the part of this universe. No more. But still. This is my homeland and I´ve got so many things to learn. A traveler used to say : the more you travel, the more you appreciate you homeland.  Slovakia is far away from beiing the paradise, but I don´t want to escape with an attitude like :“Ou, Slovakia, how degressive they are!“. 

Missing my brasilian boyfriend left in Paris five days ago. But it´s ok.

Fascinated by the nativity od Christ. So simple. Breathless. I love church.  And life. Generally. Wherever.

Spending 3 days with Stella. Piano. She´s playing plays, I´m just  enjoying. Friendship.